现在的我 坐在电脑前 听着S.E.N.S的音乐
眼神呆呆的 脑袋空空的 心情乱乱的
没错 我是在逃避着功课
还有一大堆还没来得及搞清楚的课程
昨晚和妈妈聊天 妈妈说自己一个人呆在家里有点怕
特别是当天下大雨 又雷声轰轰
我老爸又去了老家过夜 弟弟也去了NS
所以妈妈是真的“一个人”
不知道来到这里的目的是什么
在属灵上 我好像 有点迷失
但又觉得成长很快会来到
我到底需要什么 我到底不需要什么
我到底开心些什么 到底不开心些什么
很乱阿。。
脑袋很多random thoughts
可能是无关紧要的 也可能是极为重要的
只是blur blur的我也还分辨不清
因为有太多的经验告诉我 我的直觉都是错的
偏偏我很爱依赖直觉
来到这里 算是更加看清楚自己吧
原来我是矛盾的
也更加知道自己害怕些什么
害怕自己的矛盾
阿。。你们看不懂这篇 没关系啦
因为我也未必懂
原来我很矛盾
Lei Ming 25‘03’08
13 comments:
Haha.. thou i dunno y u so mao dun..
but u look like last 2 years in australia de ME XD..
U add oil yea~ wat mao dun also hav to settle, find ur way of doing it =p take care always there ya!!! (by the way, wat's ur aussie hp no. ar?)
oo~u hvnt had mine arr~
0421203634
and thx for ur encouragement~
lei ming
Follow your little heart...
Maybe you're refusing to face something...
Good Luck~~
hey gal...jiayou loh...u said u seem very in spiritually but i told u actually u are growing now...cause u try to carry on in the situation of the lost...so keep it up gal...take care ya God bless U
janet
thx ya janet and shin
n.n
不好意思刚刚回来，没来得及参观你的部落...
别忧虑那么多，神一定在带领，保守，看顾你的每样事情。我们坐下，我们起来，他都细察...要记得，万大事都比不上我们极其伟大的上帝！！Amen?
你的处境必能成为你成长的激长素！！加油
~碧仪
愿你在国外一切顺利...还有，你姐的生日快到了，预祝她生日快乐...
sze小姐，
阁下是哪个sze小姐？
怎么会知道我姐的生日？
Lei Ming
haih...从小学就认识你到现在，你竟然不知道我是谁?!哈哈，开玩笑，这也不能怪你，从未留言过，也难怪你会不知道...哈哈，那现在知道了吗??
肥sze奶~
ming take care urself, coz rite now u really live by ur own, without family support. And so i think u will start to think of u own deeply. Jus like haozh3, i also taste it when i came to sg, I think those who oversea study sure will face this step, or should say everybody will start to think like u when is time for them to grow up. those complicated feeling
to anonymous
she is not tan sze sze la~
is another sze >.<
hui sze, coz we hv another fren called "sze" as well so i dunno whether is it u lor~~
to seinganmui,
thx for ur comment~
Pray for me ba!!
and o...u lock ur blog,then where should i read ur blog o?
lei ming
A is good... but B also not bad...
Wondering which to choose?
No nd choose la~
Both also take lor~~~ XD
OK enuff for lame joke.
Well, I think it is a situation that everyone will have to face. It could be hard, but u will learn during the process.
No worries~ Things will work out somehow =D
That's wat I believe >.<
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