After Camp..

After Camp...

I feel quite bad for "playing truant" for almost whole week. Yeap,it's ALMOST WHOLE WEEK. I just attended the last physio lab class on friday. Sorry Mom,I know that u dislike my behaviour like this and you had tried to express it for many times to me,by several ways that you could think of~

Remember that day...You brought me to clinic to check my ears. When we were sitting down and waiting for our turn, you told me that you were actually quite dissapointed in me for skipping class..just to attend camp and "玩"...

That time i was stunned.Dun noe y~I never tot that u will tk it as "玩"...

可能也是因为我并没有真正和你沟通过。

你在跟我抱怨时，我只有默默在听。我没有反驳，因为我不希望你有一种..."女儿长大了，会飞了~"那种想法，所以沉默几秒钟后我又告诉你说“妈，放心。你说的话我有听进去。”妈，希望你能感受到我的抱歉。

Seriously,当你说“玩”的时候我真的反应不过来。心里还想着“我几时玩去了？”哈哈。。这时才发现，自己的心态不同了。小时候如果去这种camp,的确会觉得自己在玩。只是现在，我只觉得我是去体验一些我不曾体验过的，去参参那些我不曾用心去混熟的朋友，还有..就是去丰富一下自己的生命~毕竟不是每个人都有机会去jungle trekking啦~爬山涉水的~

朋友，如果你看到这里，心里在想说“Ceh~还不是一样是去玩~?”

啊。。。我只能给你一个从我心底最真诚的微笑~只能说，我真的不是给自己一个理由skip class去玩的。